Thank you for your kind gesture hikarin

<3 <3 <3 thank you hikarin I really do

thank you fellow user

i dont hug hikarin

>>10165 I think I fucked it up again by taking a huge fat nap.

>>10184 A slip up here and there's okay, you just gotta persevere. I believe in you hikarin!

>>10184 dont worry i just fucked mine up too haha

>>10184 False alarm. I been waking up at 7AM and sleeping at around 12AM instead. In fact I will go to bed now, things have been going great. The next thing I need to work on is leaving the house more

The strategy is to sleep just enough to not be tired the entire day but also be tired at a better time. Like I slept at 5AM, and forced myself to wake up at 10AM and I felt fine for the day but I felt tired at around 10PM. Before, I'd try to pull an all nighter and sleep at a better time the next day but I always end up taking random fat naps instead of a proper sleep. I feel like this only works for me when I have to go out the next day and be active since I think it's harder to feel tired during that, but I spend most of my days indoors in my room.

I break it with my sheer strength. I am a... man.

>>10210 where are you on the catman to dogman scale?

im more of a lizard myself

wily actually. he probably prefers 2D. maybe the quality is more pristine there? maybe the lighting doesn't look shitty? maybe most of them aren't created with a sleazy capitalist mindset? maybe the drawn women are worth the nakadashi because they don't look like whores?

>>10207 tails gets trolled... what a trip

feetandlegchouli

fatty pache

>>10158 the things that are symbolized by these words are mostly, 'real', that is is, they are real experiences, sure, it's experienced as experiences by you, an individual, but the names, the 'definitions', the structures, all the possible narratives surrounding it are ghosts and remain ghosts as long as u don't stop seeing them as ghosts. YOU are real, the 'world' and its stories and creeds aren't. all names and labels and stories are mere manipulations, for better or worse. if u feel something, then that's what it just is, the moment u put Grand Names on them you get enmeshed into the various narratives of "The World" and it can be hard to get out of.

>>10158 Just don't let things that can be denied affect your life in such a way that you end up feeling less joy. And coping by posting about your misery on hikarichan is not joyful...

>>10159 bro didn't get the joke

>>10171 sorry anon im a retarded wizard

>>10179 it's okay anon we're all retards here though i need to add, my audhd Do impact my life by a lot. sucks ass, but as you said, that's what it is. and i'm still gonna try and get the most joy out of my life, audhd or not if i can't work against it, i'll work with it. though i do still wonder how life without needing my adhd meds would be like... not that i necessarily need that, but i wonder how it feels like would i procrastinate less? write 500 garten of banban essays a day? who knows...

>>10155 mecha musume

does he count

>>10170 I'm sorry nonny, I'm afraid I can't do that.

I usually struggle with being able to go out due to being night shift and I spend my remaining time at my pc nature is very nice tho

>>10153 What do you work as hikarin?

>>10154 I work with computers for a big organization. Doesn't help me in limiting my screen time That's alright tho bc computers are my passion

>>10153 that is fair. i used to be night shift as well. even getting some fresh air with a comfy /nightwalk/ can have some benefits. alternatively, getting some early/late sun at dawn/dusk helps you get your sun intake too.

>>10121 Anon is lucky he doesn't knows what's working all motherfucking day like a donkey

>>10123 You'd like David Graeber

>>10121 it would be wrong to say we aren't meant to work. it's true we aren't meant to wageslave at useless, brain-melting modern jobs. but humans are creative, innovative, driven, creatures. i think the fact we can experience boredom is enough to show we are meant for work. meaningful work, that is.

>>10132 replied guy here. oh the 12 hours thing? nah, i know. i know full well. >>10123 incomparable, "hunter gatherers" is a completely different mode of being, like you're different species altogether, i'd say, the difference in psyche and soul as much as if you meet someone from a wizardworld isekai, it's just too alien

>>10139 I mean yeah, the world now is so industrialised that your current working man is very different from his ancient hunter gatherer ancestors, same deal with western men compared to men living in primitive tribal communities like in africa or asia. Still, the common connection with all of them is that they have to give effort to survive, it's just that maybe the more primitive life style of hunting for food is less effort and less stressful than working for food. Perhaps its more of a question of improving working conditions for the working class, but that seems to be an issue that's never fixed, so maybe we should just return to monke.

are you learning a dead language right now? i think if i were to learn one it would be latin or ancient greek.

>>10117 op here, yeah, dabbling, its freaking hard though, you really need to memorize the tables or you'd walk limplegged like a lame when reading a sentence. not to mention all the other stuffs. to me i see three ways of going with these shits (latin, greek, etc) 1. u like the culture/ethnos quite much that u are fine if you are to larp as them 2. or u like linguistics in general as nerdy specific interest 3. or without any interest all u have to rely on is Sheer Pure Will, and u see how fortitous u are

>>10120 the best way to learn a language is by using the language (speaking, writing, ingesting) so learning a dead language is doubly hard because there's nobody to speak to best of luck hikarin

>>10134 there's a certain charm to being quite alone with a language that no one speaks. imagine being lvl 999 in a completely dead unpopulated mmo, it's very solitary, but there's a certain romanticism to it "it's all mine, alone".