>>10254 Please don't leave dishes in your room. They are the absolute worst thing to leave in there, Not to sound like your mother lol but I'm proud of you hikarin!

>>10255 i second this. out of anything, dirty dishes are some of the worst. they smell bad, grow mold/bacteria, and attract bugs. if nothing else, make sure you take care of your dishes and clean your sheets regularly!

>>10228 I'm awake at 3am!

>>10276 11am here, didn't sleep

I slept too long

>>10270 but here we are Crucified upon this Cross ("my puny life") on the Hill of Golgotha( which means skull) (on our own "head": hinting at Imagination which is Jesus) we decide things based on faggy "realness" (animal instinct compels), and we TRY to "manifest" but we always still see imagination as "less real" than this faggy Shadow world, thus the failure. No, even the very concept of "manifesting" is faulty, because "manifesting" presupposed that "i want to make what i 'MERELY' imagine into ""Reality"" cos imagination is just that and this tiring world is where realness and MEANING is", FALSE well fucking guess what it fails because you already decided that that imaginary scene you keep having are just a MEANS to something else and not an END to itself! When u do your scene and u come out u have to UNDERSTAND the scene is REAL and not "uhh i just SATS, i hope it happens soon" no it's already there it's already happened there! It's there! TO GOD IT'S ALL "REAL"!(thus nothing "is".) TO GOD EVERY SCENE THAT EXISTS IN INFINITY IS ALREADY RIGHT THERE SITTING! Act the same, u Crucified boy! u ARE satisfied there. and when u open your eyes u don't have to SEE it anymore! GOD doesn't care if things happen or not in this Corpse World of Shadows because he already has it all, but u search again and again in this corpse shadow world u miss the point, miss the mark, "Sin"! Jesus (Imagination) is the refuge (not just refuge, but even your pre-birth and after-death REALITY) of your sorry crucified puny self! "Realness" doesn't matter, it's just temporary self-trick of Demiurge (your blinded self right now). when u "IMAGINE", it actually IS! because you're the "I AM", always, forever! If you don't have something, you 'will not have it'. If you have something, you 'will have it'! But you actually have it! The joke is since the beginning you've always already had it all, Jesus!

>>10270 how does this in any way affect us beings who must interact with the shared experience and be subject to pain in order to sustain our lives?

>>10271 In all honesty.

Thank you for your kind gesture hikarin

<3 <3 <3 thank you hikarin I really do

thank you fellow user

i dont hug hikarin

>>10165 I think I fucked it up again by taking a huge fat nap.

>>10184 A slip up here and there's okay, you just gotta persevere. I believe in you hikarin!

>>10184 dont worry i just fucked mine up too haha

>>10184 False alarm. I been waking up at 7AM and sleeping at around 12AM instead. In fact I will go to bed now, things have been going great. The next thing I need to work on is leaving the house more

The strategy is to sleep just enough to not be tired the entire day but also be tired at a better time. Like I slept at 5AM, and forced myself to wake up at 10AM and I felt fine for the day but I felt tired at around 10PM. Before, I'd try to pull an all nighter and sleep at a better time the next day but I always end up taking random fat naps instead of a proper sleep. I feel like this only works for me when I have to go out the next day and be active since I think it's harder to feel tired during that, but I spend most of my days indoors in my room.

I break it with my sheer strength. I am a... man.

>>10210 where are you on the catman to dogman scale?

im more of a lizard myself

wily actually. he probably prefers 2D. maybe the quality is more pristine there? maybe the lighting doesn't look shitty? maybe most of them aren't created with a sleazy capitalist mindset? maybe the drawn women are worth the nakadashi because they don't look like whores?

>>10207 tails gets trolled... what a trip

>>10093 What a sissy coward.

this is how i dress

>>10106 man, i remember this exact action when i was a kid a long time ago. kids' psyche just understand a certain coolness that we lose unknowingly as we age.

>>10141 Do you have tp for my bunghole?

>>10141 same, i think everyone's done it

>>10188 i lost count after 2023 started

>>10189 Wow. I can't believe it's already August...

I actually can't believe it's been 10 years since 2015. I thought 2015 was the future

>>10188 the Singularity is pulling us closer thus anomalously faster.

>>10189 oh god..

feetandlegchouli

fatty pache

>>10158 the things that are symbolized by these words are mostly, 'real', that is is, they are real experiences, sure, it's experienced as experiences by you, an individual, but the names, the 'definitions', the structures, all the possible narratives surrounding it are ghosts and remain ghosts as long as u don't stop seeing them as ghosts. YOU are real, the 'world' and its stories and creeds aren't. all names and labels and stories are mere manipulations, for better or worse. if u feel something, then that's what it just is, the moment u put Grand Names on them you get enmeshed into the various narratives of "The World" and it can be hard to get out of.

>>10158 Just don't let things that can be denied affect your life in such a way that you end up feeling less joy. And coping by posting about your misery on hikarichan is not joyful...

>>10159 bro didn't get the joke

>>10171 sorry anon im a retarded wizard

>>10179 it's okay anon we're all retards here though i need to add, my audhd Do impact my life by a lot. sucks ass, but as you said, that's what it is. and i'm still gonna try and get the most joy out of my life, audhd or not if i can't work against it, i'll work with it. though i do still wonder how life without needing my adhd meds would be like... not that i necessarily need that, but i wonder how it feels like would i procrastinate less? write 500 garten of banban essays a day? who knows...