Made a mistake. Time to pay. Time to bath in pain. There is no other reality. Yesss the pain. More of it. I want it. I love it! More!

>>9477 but they're hot and soft and smell good

>>9484 You smell a woman???

hiiikAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARIIIIIIII holy shit i am sooo mad right now, it's like, can't be described by any amount of wordy words. SO full of shit, this world is. GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH fuck hikarin i can't take this shit. my battery suddenly got depleted today and it sucks so much. holyyy crap.

>>8959 holy shit, r/196 broke containment

BOOM

>>9446 mission accomplished!

what do you mean hikarin? i have tried pencil a bit and i also have a few hours of experience with brushes, sprays and mouse computer drawing. i can't actually draw anything but pencil seemed to be the easiest for me. brushes require a fuckton of skill, knowledge and dedication, sprays are even worse because they're harder to manage than brushes (but easier to paint because less color mixing). mouse with computer is . pencil kinda moggs it all, it's super easy to manage. all you need is draw straight lines. you can start copying right away and just see how it goes. i tell you spend 30 minutes drawing each day and in half a year your pencil is gonna be decent enough to not embarrass yourself. i advise against publishing though

>>9455 Pen is even easier, though rendering often requires complete coating of a figure, which is annoying and I never do it... >>9456 Please share more about your problems with spraying, I want to paint my stupid city into a hellhole.

>>9479 >Please share more about your problems with spraying none at all hikarini just couldn't do it because it was spraying all around and i didn't know how the hell i was supposed to draw anything worthwhile

you better be getting your royalty

Have you ever tried drinking brewed black tea with some milk? It is very good and will improve your mood I think

>>9234 i do not hear much good news coming out of the UK recently, especially about the condition of London. best of luck hikarin. i hear London is an awful area to live in, although i can't really say since i only briefly visited it.

>>9437 heard people in uk are pretty depressed but i don't know anything substantial

caume to Walthasmastou... i buy you KA Pineapple for 79p frend Nice and Tastey

>>9397 apples are tasty. my state grows quite a lot of them. i love me some apple juice or apple pie.

I only like apple juice

Yes. I just eated one.

>eated i love you guys

>>9450 Maybe I drank too much of it as a child, but now apple juice from the store just tastes to me as the most generic mix of sugar and soap

>>9265 if only it could be as simple as that, we split cause of circumstances and i still very much love him

>>9329 oooooooohh hikarin i really laughed at this one

>>9265 >I practice the art of vandalism but I haven't been out painting for a week or so if it aint racked then its not graff

>>9343 Old school mentality. I mean i get it but in todays day and age where CCTV is so invasive and everywhere its a lot harder to amas a decent amount of tins any more. Gone are the days of doing loops around the city hitting everywhere and anywhere that sells paint. Plus im a grown ass man now, I can just buy decent paint and not have to worry. I still rack obviously but just the odd tin here and there. I use the racked tins for catching tags n bombing but if i was painting a piece somewhere chill and secluded Id be getting a few tins of decent paint online. Iv got a few friends that write so we all chip in and order big to get a discount.

I am currently drinking a nice Coca Cola

>>9433 agreed. not only is there negative pressure from anti-white rhetoric, most white Americans simply don't really care about their ancestry. which is not exactly their fault, the whole American idea is to cast off previous ethnic ties and dedicate oneself to being American above all else. >>9434 Pella, Iowa's population of 10k people is 94% white in a conservative-leaning flyover state. the tune would be much different in liberal areas with larger ethnic populations.

>>9435 nah, pretty sure some big youtuber made a video visiting the place and everyone just finds it charming. it's genuine european culture without the racism

>>9439 one youtuber making a video online does not represent or encapsulate the complexity of modern American race relations in the slightest. besides, the most viewed video when searching "Pella, Iowa" on youtube has 45k views which is basically nothing. not sure where you got that conclusion from.

>most white Americans simply don't really care about their ancestry. because you don't have any. you conquered a land that never belonged to your through ruthless genocide and now you wonder why god makes you pay

>>9441 >because you don't have any i wasn't aware white Americans simply materialized out of thin air onto the East coast. >conquered a land that never belonged to you in ruthless genocide welcome to human history. the Natives warred against and conquered each other just as much as other regions of the world did. also an estimated 95% of Native Americans died from disease, which they did not have immunity for due to lack of citybuilding. so sure the aggressive nature of European settlers didn't help (which, once again was not abnormal even between other Native tribes) it was primarily the cocktail of European diseases that caused a large majority of the deaths. this was hundreds of years before germ theory. beyond that, Native stories about scalping, horrendous torture, and brutal warfare are not exaggerated. they were not peace-loving hippies living in wonderland until muh evil Whitey showed up. i am not proposing that the population collapse of Native Americans is a good thing or that European settlers are blameless, but your framing of the situation is intentionally in bad faith and is only proving our point.

>>9368 West of Egypt but close

Is it next to Tunis or Algeris? Hard to think of one in Libya

>>9389 Its in Libya, on the northern coast

>>9396 Is it Benghazi or Tripoli? They're fairly major

>>9401 no its tobruk

>loose lose lose lose FUCK I HATE MYSELF FOR MAKING THIS SAME MISTAKE OVER AND OVER AGAIN

>self destruction of ecosystems is inevitable and can not be prevented by any means in fact it is the major attractor of any life, i really hope god allows us to circumvent this limitation and achieve cosmic singularity through agi

>>9390 >what's there to ruin it or make it hard? only greedy human nature except when bad harvests cause starvation in your village, or lack of modern medicine kills most of your children, or you die from basic injuries and diseases. life before industrialization was not a happy-go-lucky Garden of Eden wonderland, even if they had better spiritual health before modern philosophy. >humanity is an unsustainable concept there is a nugget of truth to this but you're being excessive i think. yes it is very well possible that we wipe ourselves out, like nuclear armageddon, but i think causing total ecological collapse or something like a 40k hive world is unrealistic. there would be so many issues before reaching that point that the human population would end up being significantly reduced anyway. not even considering the fact that the global population is naturally decreasing, and we are making notable gains in environmental protections and activism. our generation is the most environmentally-minded perhaps ever and i think that trend will continue. i don't understand how AGI is this end-all-be-all savior like you think it is, unless you want everyone to be dumped into a singularity like a techbro.

>>9342 It's probable that the only real counter culture of the future would be to reject technology altogether. >>9390 Do other Hikarins believe AI is a modern Occam's Razor? It may be best to be like this Hikarin before Skynet comes along

>>9393 >except when bad harvests cause starvation in your village, or lack of modern medicine kills most of your children, or you die from basic injuries and diseases It's basically the same outside third world and even inside it medical system is pretty much fucked nowadays. Besides back in the day people weren't so afraid of death and struggle because they faced it continuously and thus were stronger. Modern wonderland society did nothing except make everyone weak anxious and nihilistic. There are no benefits to such all-is-provided-for existence when I have to suffer through it. I'd very much prefer to die of disease on my 16th birthday after some meaningful life than to have what I have instead.