I had a scary dream about the movie "Invasion of the body snatchers" from the 70 this week. Scary movie.

No, not recently luckily. I've got a bunch of disturbing dreams though, mostly about military

this is so sad

>>6136 No, about my head

Huh..? did the domain change? I swear it was Hikari.ch

>>6140 It's always been hikari3...

>>6140 mandela effect??

>>6080 Are you an old ojisan molesting poor student girls?

>>6071 hikarin are more important than poor families

>>6081 I'm a cute imouto molesting lucky ojisans

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hikari_(company) Sakana!

>>6105 I know where to buy fish from now >:D

Hikari corrupted me and now I want kiss an imouto I don't have...

>>5944 kiss me

>>5945 Are you a cute imouto?

>>5946 i am a cute ojisan!

Time for some stress eating.

>>6040 Tell him what?

I'm in love with Hikarin, oh lord if only I could turn us both into cute moe girls!

Cute hikarin are secretly data miners

>>6102 We'll wear masks!

>>5870

>>5863 no it ment to be in a mmorpg not a trpg. Yes I was thinking this too: to make a spell, you must play the melody and when succeed the spell is casted. hmm but it would mean a lot of melody to know because there will be a lot of spells

>>5863 I was thinking about something like that https://vanguard.fandom.com/wiki/Song_Composition_Guide

Wow so cool

>>6058 thank you

>>6019 I need money dude

>>6020 There are plenty ways to get money that are much more healthy than coding. Better live poorer than become a coder.

>>6023 I have abandoned the possibility of being healthy. Let me code!

>>6019 i know a guy who's a programmer of some kind. he has a cute librarian gf and he does marathon running.

>>6045 He's not mentally healthy I swear

For God's sake stop being so gross

>>5952 when you think you are done, take a (prolonged) deep breath but without moving your thorax (holding the stomach in place). this will put some pressure on your bladder, specially if you are sitting

just dont overdo it or you might pass out while peeing

writers barely disguised fetish

Don't push it. You can cause damage holding it in too long.

>>5887 i think you've made a very rational conclusion anon. don't get me wrong i surely appreciate my online friends, but having people to spend time with IRL is good for the soul. it's nice to actually go OUT and spend time with friends even if it's just hitting up a Denny's and chatting. i think the nature of internet friendships makes them less committal than IRL ones, and that's okay. i've had many internet friends come and go, and i've came and gone from the lives of others too. it's still fun to appreciate the good times i've had with them even if we don't really hang out much anymore. the beauty of life is its impermanence! i'm rooting for you anon. i hope your adventures into the real world bear fruit. ganbatte!

>>5887 It feels horrible once you have that realization because you have already put so much hope into those relationships that it's hard to understand that they're not real. These people might as well not exist, I could delete all my accounts now and I'll never hear from them again. While I still run into my childhood friends who I haven't hung out in over a decade, not that I can connect with them or anything, I think I had deeper connections with online friends, but they're not sustainable which hurts even more.

I don't have such a negative approach to it. I feel like friendships in general, whether online or IRL, are just as much of something as you make them to be. Maybe I am biased from my own experiences with friendships, but despite the ease of leaving everyone online behind, "real" people can hurt you more. Being rejected by them, or if plans don't work out, it can affect one's mood way more. I usually used to be advoidant because of it and at some point ended up just not having any irl friends at all, if I could ever consider them such. It seemed like the people I was close with online genuinely cared about me. They still do, and we're still friends. Some of which are friendships that are almost 10 years, and the most consistent ones being around 6-7 years. I never needed much daily interaction, so I'm happy with what I have, and to everyone I'm not friends with anymore, I hope they still think back about the brief duration we had fun together and reminisce sometimes. The fleetingness of internet friendships can be a blessing too, if you're willing to see it that way. I feel like a reject in everything, and I tend to isolate a lot and don't have the energy to text anyone back for long periods of time, and with no one being able to ring my bell and interrupt my process of recharging, it's kind of.. peaceful. But I definitely don't want to disagree; having IRL friends is good and can be a very enjoyable experience if you have the right people around you.  I hope life treats you kindly and things work out the way you want it to be.

The more I have genuine fulfilling conversations/relationships IRL, the less I want them online. They just feel more ... Real. Even if it's heartbreaking and painful, it's the good type of pain. Makes you feel more alive. You can actually see their facial expressions, touch them, see them, live in the moment. Everyone online is fake/bot/manipulative/corporate, it's so soulless. The erosion of real life social environments and public spaces has caused so much suffering. Nobody likes online dating, it sucks. Nobody wants to be on a app to "make friends." It's completely illogical to our biology and our psychology. We use to make friends through real life activities and events. We use to go out and just converse with people. What the hell happened? Why is it so hard now? Why is it so much more socially unacceptable and awkward? Was it always this way? What the hell do people do? Venture on luck that they will just click with people by being at exactly the right place and exactly the right time? Just texting back and forth with each other like dopamine fried zombies? I don't want online friends. They suck. I just want better real life social environments where I feel I can actually feel like I am doing something. Where I feel like I can grow and get better at something and vice versa towards the person across from me. Not something like alcohol, video games, consumption, or drugs - degeneracy, but somewhere I can improve. Somewhere I can get better. But not like a solitude hobby like the gym, more like a co-op hobby. I don't know, it's all very confusing. And everything feels tribal, forced, faked, artificial, - nothing feels real.

>>5965 you are looking for "competition". Play sports.