Doom scroll, eat fast food, jack off, contemplate self deletion every day.

>>12643 I daydream very hard, with introspections and impositions

Daydream about my oc lore/worldbuilding or thinking about media I recently consumed. Catching up on my current anime, visual novel, or other video game. I used to read a chapter of a book before going to bed but I stopped. I should go back to that.

I recently switched to Arch. I have a long list of things I want to do for ricing & even just basic functionalities still. Every day I do exactly one item from that list! Otherwise, anime, sometimes reading.

learn something new

>>12667 Unfortunately, at least one indian in canada is aware of this site. I'm not really sure on how to measure my side effects since I barely post here.

>>12684 Oh hey I'm from canada too hikarin!

>>12683 >Unfortunately I'm so used to having a compass with arrows leading me where I'm supposed to go on the top of my screen, that I'll probably be too stupid to read books for directions and remember where to go. In practice, it's actually much easier than it sounds. At least for the vast majority of the main quests, the directions are quite straightforward and don't pose any major problems. Some of them are recorded in the journal, and you can also take notes yourself. And this approach is definitely much more fun! >So you're a femboy on the inside? Ew.

Midwestern US. Enjoy my data, baka glowie hikarin.

Italy but I may as well be from another country because I never leave my house >>12689 I love morrowind I also took notes irl it adds to the immersion so much!!

You're blind

Take drugs.

If you're in America, sleep. If you're in Europe, return to sleep. If you're in Asia, take a nap.

>>12714 gay sedx

What's keeping you up? Do you normally have trouble sleeping?

>>11435 don't know what exactly is keeping me up, i just cannot sleep, although sometimes, when i do manage to go to sleep, i'll wake up too shortly after (for a grand total of like 2 hours of sleep).

>>11436 Have you talked to a doctor about it? Do any of the go-to sleeping habits help? Like reducing screen time before bed, exercising, what have you.

>>11433 Has OP slept since then

>>12691 No, OP stayed awake for 6 months straight and attained enlightenment. He has shed his mortal form and now lives as a fluffy cloud high in the sky.

Sounds like she didn't care about you as much as you cared about her. Sometimes feelings are not reciprocated equally. Don't worry hikarin, one day you will find someone much more deserving of your love. Continue to do what makes you happy and become your best self.

>>12612 she probably was lesbian but didn't want to admit it to you. Also >she kept saying i love you in the reposts which The way people act in public is very different from the way they act in private, you never know what kind of issues someone has in a relationship until you get really deep to it. For example, a long time ago I knew some friends who were in a relationship and from the outside looked really happy and loved each other so much you would think they would never leave each other, but then some years later I found they broke out, when I asked one of them she said the other one had mental issues and was secretly lying all the time and had some personality disorder.

>>12624 thanks hikarin i realized that im not guaranteed anything in life except my death (not in a nihilistic way) and i have no control over what other people feel towards me

>>12623 will sure do <3

>>12616 That's funny. As a lesbian I almost always feel the opposite, that bi women will flirt with us but normally go for the guy in the end. Anyway, I've been in pretty similar situations, and just know you deserve better than that. I guess, my mentality is "there are probably things wrong with me that I need to fix, but there are also things the other person needs to do too," and here your ex just wasn't doing the basic stuff that should be expected in any relationship. If your needs aren't being met and your partner won't talk to you about that, then that's a real problem that can't really be solved (she herself refused to help solve it with you). I hope you find a girlfriend that is better for you, hikarin! I believe in you!

>>12554 What would you like it changed to?

>>12555 Change the title to "Singing Voice Synthesizer project thread" and change the text of the first post to: """So I've been working on a project to create a singing voice synthesizer I'm basing it on the description in Jordi Bonada's PhD thesis "Voice Processing and Synthesis by Performance Sampling and Spectral Models". After a lot of trouble with getting TWM f0 estimation to work, I've finally gotten to implementing MFPA (Maximally Flat Phase Alignment". And amazingly, it seems to have worked first try."""

>>12557 Your wish has been granted.

I have finally finished writing the EpR post. I apologize for the delay. https://queuesevenm.wordpress.com/2026/06/02/recreating-the-excitation-plus-resonance-model/ TLDR: The bad news: I couldn't recreate the resonance estimation algorithm The good news: I created something even better.

I finally decided to start working on implementing an expression system.

>>12640

>>12641 But it was the easiest linux for me to use as a life long windows user.

>>12638 >>12640 >>12641 >>12642 Now tell me how installing Linux will help me dub anime

>>12650 it will increase your NEETpoints which you can then spend to unlock the dubbing skill

>>12654 Stupid, unwashed, basement dwelling, linux using, neet, twink bitch!!!

>>12607 I don't browse very often but I don't really see much drama. What kind of drama do you mean? I like the MikuMikuOnline project they are working on. It's quite cozy when people are actually online.

i dont usually visit 39chan, i only visited it like twice. though, i wouldn't be surpised there is still a lot of dreadful discussions in there. but that is a problem outside from 39chan... now, the VOCALOID fandom will start miserable drama if someone uploads a mp3 or mp4 file.

I didn't care for the not-secret-at-all shills they posted on every site in existence, but I can't really judge since I've done the same for my site.

Drinking before work sounds rough. Might be helpful for a few hours but once it starts to wear off aren't you tired and sluggish? Especially if it's hot out, oh man...

What do you drink?

>>12629 This reminds me of an anectode from my dad. The bar was right across the street from where he worked. So many days he'd work until the sun came down, and drank himself into the morning. Then hed just stumble back to the factory floor (it was a different time) and sleep on the ground until it was time to clock back in. To answer your question, it was pretty fucking hot. And it's way better to drink WHILE youre working.