I'm bored
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my head feels super heavy and i feel tired yet i cannot sleep
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this might be like a vent post (?) i think but ive been wanting to get this off my chest so, im a guy and i used to have a girlfriend a month ago or so and we were together for like 3 or 4 months maybe, but the issue is she was really avoidant with me and would make promises and never fulfill them for example if i ask her to tell me "i love you" or "i care about you" just reassurance in general, she would say "im not good at it but fine" but then a week later we would have an argument over the same thing. after that i decided to break up with her. so earlier i was just checking her profile and i saw she reposted about a girl who is i assume her girlfriend (shes bi) and she kept saying i love you in the reposts which honestly broke me because when i asked for it once i never got it. i dont know what to feel i just feel really numb, broken and betrayed because i never did anything wrong to her really, i always gave her reassurance, listened, bought gifts. she wouldnt even make any effort to hang out with me but i gave her the benefit of the doubt and ignored it because i really did love her. but now i just feel like i never meant anything and was just a waste of time. and if you guys have any advice on how to let out my emotions healthily please tell me because ive been really contemplating self harm and i usually bottle everything up until its too late
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So I've been working on a project to create a singing voice synthesizer I'm basing it on the description in Jordi Bonada's PhD thesis "Voice Processing and Synthesis by Performance Sampling and Spectral Models". After a lot of trouble with getting TWM f0 estimation to work, I've finally gotten to implementing MFPA (Maximally Flat Phase Alignment". And amazingly, it seems to have worked first try. Compare my results: https://i.ibb.co/dsvgv0fd/Screen-Shot-2026-03-02-at-3-54-48-PM.png To the results in the study: https://i.ibb.co/C3fjdWVd/Screen-Shot-2026-03-02-at-3-55-09-PM.png
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So, Hikarich, I need your help. I decided to try dubbing an anime and I need to download it in 5.1 stereo format so that I can separate the voice properly, but I don't know where to do this.Can you tell me where I can do this?
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I don't understand why anyone likes that place, and why it's linked from so many places. It claims to be against "drama", but it still feels like a large amount of the discussion there is precisely that. All of the people there are so miserable and uncomfy - and not even in a funny way. Every time I go to that site I get this sense of dread that I usually only get from sites like Twitter. And additionally there's just the this atmosphere that the place has that I'm not really sure how to precisely describe, but I really dislike it.
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Gathering strength for work. Who else drinks before manual labor? In my personal opinion it makes the work go easier.
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Have you went outside today hikarin? The sun is good for you, you know.
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キタ━━━(゚∀゚)━━━!!
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https://modarchive.org/index.php?request=view_player&query=random
Reply posting the mod you get 




i realized that im not guaranteed anything in life except my death (not in a nihilistic way) and i have no control over what other people feel towards me


