My drug is allowing myself to be autistic ADHD OCD obsessed over some specific topic. If I'm lucky enough I can psyop myself into becoming obsessed over some useful topic or skill. I even learned how to be obsessed better, as one of my past obsessions But when I'm obsessed with useless trash, I'm fricked. Will literally even risk my life over it, short term and long term I'm an onion of obsessions

>>11603 can you obsess over me

>>11338 I learned that you can get drunk from Listerine. So maybe that since I've never tried anything else

>>11704 ... you'd have to get listerine with alcohol in it, then distill it to extract the alcohol out.

>>11710 hikarin how do you distill stuff i did not listen during chemistry class

>>11714 yay! how do you want to cuddle?

I wanna cuddle with a boy! any boys here wanna cuddle?

>>11713 >>11714 >>11715 >>11716

>>11719 is it gay if I only want to cuddle with men, but not have handholding with them?

>>11716 Lets cuddle! >>11719 'Tis not gay to cuddle

>>9988 I have a NEET job with a high entry barrier. I'm mission essential and just babysit the other crew and make sure pc's work

>>9988 if u can face people for few seconds each time u meet them, then a delivery rider. the comfy depends on weather and orders luck. it's literally the best for people who dislikes coworkers' bullshit for there's none. besides, you are -always- on the move, always kinetic, opposite to sitting in one place which have an effect on other wageslaver's mind (you don't understand it if you haven't done any) if u do not mind messing with your sleep cycle, then a nightshift bodyguard. the downside is this is already very close to police shit (and as we know police are people who sells their souls to whoever in power, so... up to u, depends on your morals and ideology), and there's a small chance of danger with criminals. coworkers' bullshit is also based on luck; if u get the alone one. then there's kurt cobain, worked as school janitor before he got big as a band. i bet that must have a certain solitary comfiness.

>>10498 >>10492 The upside to any security work is cops instantly let you go the moment they find out you work security. Even if they're fucking with you. Even if you happen upon their illegal road blocks while drunk. Even if you're high. They think >he's one of us! and let you go.

>>10491 I heard you needed a license so I stayed away from it >>9988 Maybe.. post office delivery? I can't think of one, exactly. Perhaps a coach at a gym. Maybe, the military or a trade

>>11705 >I heard you needed a license so I stayed away from it That depends on where you live. If you're in the US, that will depend on your state. My state does not require any specific license to be a security guard. I know this because I am an armed guard for state/military sites and did 4 years of unarmed work before this. I agree that being a security guard can be extremely easy and comfy, that's the entire reason I have done it so long. 80% of my job is watching anime or reading or playing vidya, and I have more responsibility now as an armed guard than I did before LOL. I will say though it is very dependent on WHERE you become a guard for. Avoid hospitals, convention centers, and sports arenas like the plague if you want comfy. Night shift is usually even easier and more independent if you want to avoid people.

I'm going to finally finish school and get my bachelors next year

>>11703 I am not sure if I have any specific resolutions, I'm mostly just continuing on with what I was doing this year. Saving more money, becoming more fit, reading more books, learning more Japanese. Moving back in with my father in the summer which will free up time and money to focus more on my personal development. I'm actually looking forward to it quite a bit! Do you have any resolutions OP? >>11707 Best of luck hikarin!

>>11644 About 130 pages (A4) of scrapbooking this year. I have a lot of spare notebooks from my school days that are falling apart so I'm keeping one on my desk all the time. Physically writing down things as they come up and then processing them later digitally has been very helpful for developing my novels. Writing in the morning helps me set my goals for the day too. I want to get into keeping a proper diary one day though. Something that could last for a long time that I can look back on in 10-15 years.

Writing is nice but my writing form is abysmal. Typing is better but it's difficult to stop as I could type my thoughts forever if I could, probably. I could use to sketch stuff all the time though. I should normalize that since I waste my time daily anyway.

>>11676 Anon get one of these! A5's are always great! https://a.co/d/fqWEZyU >Physically writing down things as they come up and then processing them later digitally has been very helpful for developing my novels. Are they long anon? A diary would help you remember a lot of things too!

>>11691 It's so easy to edit spreadsheets I can't imagine how people'd done it years without Try sketching hikarin! It'll be worth the effort!

I have a txt file where I'll jot down some of my thoughts every now and then. I would love to write more often since I notice I am much more productive in my life when I am, but alas it is way too easy to procrastinate and throw the time away... My handwriting is pretty terrible, for whatever reason I cannot write in a straight line and the ends of my sentences tend to skew downwards

>>10929 it's hard to wrap my head around the fact that a swedish woman was taken as a slave to dzungar xinjiang, where she'd met a dutch cartographer who'd suffered the same capture during the great northern war

>>10327 Is anybody here learning Chinese I wonder what came first, the script or the sounds I like the character 了 because it's unique to me and a bit efficient desu also, let me drop a few resources for you boys https://www.hanyutales.com/ a website for chinese stories https://hanzicraft.com/ draw chinese characters and get da word https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/zhongwen/ extension to view the definition of each character https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-vocabulary/ HSK vocabulary if you're interested in mugging it all up https://resources.allsetlearning.com/chinese/grammar/Main_Page a great wiki for chinese grammar https://www.hackingchinese.com/ very useful website on learning chinese https://www.chinese-forums.com/ a forum which i like for its emphasis on chinese culture good luck hikarins

>>11198 https://taiwancenter.taiwan-world.net/material/basic here is a taiwanese government website with resources! they have a lot of workbooks if anyone wants to learn I might start reading Du Fu's and Li Bai's poems, a native told me to give them a try, they're very famous in China's education system https://ctext.org/ a website for free chinese textbooks

yongle civilopedia https://www.civilopedia.net/rise-and-fall/civilizations/leader_yongle

>>11672 Hikarin, have you been playing Civilization VII? Do you know if there are any good mods for Civilization VI? I wonder if it's received updates I learned about the Chaoshan region of China, it had been the origin of a lot of derivatives of it's culture, as it had been home to a lot of migration overseas. It had a lot of impact on Singaporeans, along with Indonesian Chinese, who were often the majority landowners, strangely often. Quite a few people there speak a variety of Mandarin that is the closest to ancient Chinese, and they're often referred to as the Teochew people. They also have a coming of age ceremony. Interesting people. https://www.omniglot.com/chinese/ A useful page for people trying to learning languages, a lot of documentation I'd recommend the movies, „An Elephant Standing Still” and „To Live” on https://kisskh.ws/ which I found a lot of East Asian shows in Also try out https://lightnovelpub.org/ for quite a few webnovels, albeit in English, Qidian would be better for Chinese https://www.konglongmandarin.com/ Another interesting website I came across to learn Mandarin from Peppa Pig

>>11697 Get some sleep Hikarin! I should take a break too, but NEET life sucks...

>>11687 KURISU

>>11687 Merry Christmas, El Psy Kongoroo

>>11687 Merry Kurisumasu!!!!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas hikarians ^_^

>>11633 Merry Christmas!!! Merry Christmas for y'all, hikarins!!

>>11659 CHRISTMAS IS TOMORROW HIKARINS HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

Merry Christmas!

>>11684 MERRY CHRISTMAS HIKARIN

Merry Christmas.