What is your reason for using it?

>>1595 i mostly started using it out of curiosity. the laptop i have it installed on is really only used for college and extra-curricular studies so i thought why not. there is also the privacy aspect, which is always nice. is Qubes a bit more than my threat model needs? perhaps for now. but that may change in the future. honestly it functions quite well for my usecase, and the focus on compartmentalization strokes my autism a certain kind of way.

why are you gae

cool

Do you like doing hackthebox and other ctfs? What videogames do you like? Have you tried emulating OSX or windows? Or more obscure systems? Thinking about going back to qubes myself..

I'm going to finally finish school and get my bachelors next year

>>11703 I am not sure if I have any specific resolutions, I'm mostly just continuing on with what I was doing this year. Saving more money, becoming more fit, reading more books, learning more Japanese. Moving back in with my father in the summer which will free up time and money to focus more on my personal development. I'm actually looking forward to it quite a bit! Do you have any resolutions OP? >>11707 Best of luck hikarin!

learn japanese but this time actually do it, real, not fake

>>11725 get anki with fsrs hikarin do it do it do it learn kanji good luck

For new years I only stop doing things instead of start doing new ones, so I will not be installing social media apps on my cellphone this coming year

>>11723 HIKARIN WHAT YOU ARE A GENIUS CAN I DO ALL OF THIS AT HOME I HAVE BARELY ANY INSTRUMENTS

>>11728 do not try to distil drinkable alcohol from listerine at home. that is dumb.

>>11729 why not? am stupid can i do it outside

>>11733 if you want to drink alcohol just buy it from the store, Or at least have someone else buy it for you before you try to distill your own from mouthwash baka.

>>11733 A lot of the time medicinal alcohol, like the kind used in rubbing alcohol, is isopropanol and not in a consumeable form like the kind in drinks. This might not be true for mouthwash but you should still watch out!

>>11670 Hikarin I will beat you!

Neru is the most beautiful

>>11675 I can't tlel the difference between her and Kagamine Rin

>>11671 good. I live for their 2D tardbrain content

tutte >>11678 ok that's just racist

no, i dont think anyone is

>>11732 I have never really worked with my hands and it kinda nags the back of my mind. I am thinking of attempting to build a bookshelf from just wood. I thought a bookshelf would be decently simple in design and execution.

>>11697 Get some sleep Hikarin! I should take a break too, but NEET life sucks...

>>11697 i feel you hikarin. it's hard to allow myself to just chill out and enjoy doing nothing during my free time. i have a constant drive to be doing something justifiably productive. feels very bad to know i'm just "wasting" time relaxing when i could be doing something productive.

>>11730 i wish i could just go to a park and allow myself to relax but i feel as if i could be doing something else..

>>11713 >>11714 >>11715 >>11716

>>11719 is it gay if I only want to cuddle with men, but not have handholding with them?

>>11716 Lets cuddle! >>11719 'Tis not gay to cuddle

>>11720 Is it gay if I just want suck their dick to help a bro out?

>>11724 Yeah

Kissu seems to be doing a New Years gikopoipoi meetup. Check it out here: https://kissu.moe/jp/thread/105688 Remember to make plans for New Year's Day/Night as we hang out in Gikopoi again, as is tradition. If you're someone that has plans to try streaming stuff like anime or games or audio, now is the time to do the troubleshooting because it can be very annoying to set it up since you have to convert the mic signal to some sort of emulated audio thing. Anyway, I hope to see you there. Remember to be on your best hikarin behavior because we'll be interacting with other communities! We must ensure a hikarin cultural victory! https://gikopoipoi.net/ Be there and be square.

>>1079 To clarify, this is an image/textboard/IRC-wide event and gikopoi also has its own community that hangs out there daily. It's a good chance to interact with lots of different dorks from different backgrounds (with a general shared interest that you would expect). You may want to go to the website now to make yourself familiar with it, although it's quite simple.

>>9988 I have a NEET job with a high entry barrier. I'm mission essential and just babysit the other crew and make sure pc's work

>>9988 if u can face people for few seconds each time u meet them, then a delivery rider. the comfy depends on weather and orders luck. it's literally the best for people who dislikes coworkers' bullshit for there's none. besides, you are -always- on the move, always kinetic, opposite to sitting in one place which have an effect on other wageslaver's mind (you don't understand it if you haven't done any) if u do not mind messing with your sleep cycle, then a nightshift bodyguard. the downside is this is already very close to police shit (and as we know police are people who sells their souls to whoever in power, so... up to u, depends on your morals and ideology), and there's a small chance of danger with criminals. coworkers' bullshit is also based on luck; if u get the alone one. then there's kurt cobain, worked as school janitor before he got big as a band. i bet that must have a certain solitary comfiness.

>>10498 >>10492 The upside to any security work is cops instantly let you go the moment they find out you work security. Even if they're fucking with you. Even if you happen upon their illegal road blocks while drunk. Even if you're high. They think >he's one of us! and let you go.

>>10491 I heard you needed a license so I stayed away from it >>9988 Maybe.. post office delivery? I can't think of one, exactly. Perhaps a coach at a gym. Maybe, the military or a trade

>>11705 >I heard you needed a license so I stayed away from it That depends on where you live. If you're in the US, that will depend on your state. My state does not require any specific license to be a security guard. I know this because I am an armed guard for state/military sites and did 4 years of unarmed work before this. I agree that being a security guard can be extremely easy and comfy, that's the entire reason I have done it so long. 80% of my job is watching anime or reading or playing vidya, and I have more responsibility now as an armed guard than I did before LOL. I will say though it is very dependent on WHERE you become a guard for. Avoid hospitals, convention centers, and sports arenas like the plague if you want comfy. Night shift is usually even easier and more independent if you want to avoid people.

>>281 My major is in Cybersecurity and Information Assurance. Already have my basic comptia certs (A+, Net+, and Sec+) so now I'm about halfway done with my degree

>>381 it is sadly true. i would like to get a masters, but i don't want to waste a bunch of money studying something that i'm not confident i will be content having a job in... i'm in a pickle!

>>281 I still have no idea what to pursue after my GED. I'll probably take accounting.

Thinking of pursuing some type of trade, probably HVAC or electric. Any hikarins with experience in the trades? I hear that getting apprenticeships and other entry level jobs are a bit tough which scares me a bit.

>>385 I know some people in trades. It may be challenging to get into, idk, but at the very least your job security will be very good and will only get better as time goes on. Trades of essentially all kinds are in high demand and are projected to grow further.

>>11644 About 130 pages (A4) of scrapbooking this year. I have a lot of spare notebooks from my school days that are falling apart so I'm keeping one on my desk all the time. Physically writing down things as they come up and then processing them later digitally has been very helpful for developing my novels. Writing in the morning helps me set my goals for the day too. I want to get into keeping a proper diary one day though. Something that could last for a long time that I can look back on in 10-15 years.

Writing is nice but my writing form is abysmal. Typing is better but it's difficult to stop as I could type my thoughts forever if I could, probably. I could use to sketch stuff all the time though. I should normalize that since I waste my time daily anyway.

>>11676 Anon get one of these! A5's are always great! https://a.co/d/fqWEZyU >Physically writing down things as they come up and then processing them later digitally has been very helpful for developing my novels. Are they long anon? A diary would help you remember a lot of things too!

>>11691 It's so easy to edit spreadsheets I can't imagine how people'd done it years without Try sketching hikarin! It'll be worth the effort!

I have a txt file where I'll jot down some of my thoughts every now and then. I would love to write more often since I notice I am much more productive in my life when I am, but alas it is way too easy to procrastinate and throw the time away... My handwriting is pretty terrible, for whatever reason I cannot write in a straight line and the ends of my sentences tend to skew downwards

>>10929 it's hard to wrap my head around the fact that a swedish woman was taken as a slave to dzungar xinjiang, where she'd met a dutch cartographer who'd suffered the same capture during the great northern war

>>10327 Is anybody here learning Chinese I wonder what came first, the script or the sounds I like the character 了 because it's unique to me and a bit efficient desu also, let me drop a few resources for you boys https://www.hanyutales.com/ a website for chinese stories https://hanzicraft.com/ draw chinese characters and get da word https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/zhongwen/ extension to view the definition of each character https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-vocabulary/ HSK vocabulary if you're interested in mugging it all up https://resources.allsetlearning.com/chinese/grammar/Main_Page a great wiki for chinese grammar https://www.hackingchinese.com/ very useful website on learning chinese https://www.chinese-forums.com/ a forum which i like for its emphasis on chinese culture good luck hikarins

>>11198 https://taiwancenter.taiwan-world.net/material/basic here is a taiwanese government website with resources! they have a lot of workbooks if anyone wants to learn I might start reading Du Fu's and Li Bai's poems, a native told me to give them a try, they're very famous in China's education system https://ctext.org/ a website for free chinese textbooks

yongle civilopedia https://www.civilopedia.net/rise-and-fall/civilizations/leader_yongle

>>11672 Hikarin, have you been playing Civilization VII? Do you know if there are any good mods for Civilization VI? I wonder if it's received updates I learned about the Chaoshan region of China, it had been the origin of a lot of derivatives of it's culture, as it had been home to a lot of migration overseas. It had a lot of impact on Singaporeans, along with Indonesian Chinese, who were often the majority landowners, strangely often. Quite a few people there speak a variety of Mandarin that is the closest to ancient Chinese, and they're often referred to as the Teochew people. They also have a coming of age ceremony. Interesting people. https://www.omniglot.com/chinese/ A useful page for people trying to learning languages, a lot of documentation I'd recommend the movies, „An Elephant Standing Still” and „To Live” on https://kisskh.ws/ which I found a lot of East Asian shows in Also try out https://lightnovelpub.org/ for quite a few webnovels, albeit in English, Qidian would be better for Chinese https://www.konglongmandarin.com/ Another interesting website I came across to learn Mandarin from Peppa Pig

>>11687 KURISU

>>11687 Merry Christmas, El Psy Kongoroo

>>11687 Merry Kurisumasu!!!!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas hikarians ^_^

>>11633 Merry Christmas!!! Merry Christmas for y'all, hikarins!!

>>11659 CHRISTMAS IS TOMORROW HIKARINS HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

Merry Christmas!

>>11684 MERRY CHRISTMAS HIKARIN

Merry Christmas.

>>11662 our very own hikarinette

>>11667 I SHOULD KEEP POSTING ON HIKARI I WILL GET HIKARIN GF ONE DAY

I uploaded it onto YouTube if you wanna hear it again after it gets taken off the site:

>>11682 Jesus would be a Hikarin

>>11545 I like that the OP for the thread is extremely lewd Remi for absolutely no reason whatsoever

hey this is cool https://modarchive.org/module.php?32510

>>11146 This one I also like

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!

:^)

I do not believe in karma, no. I believe in Christ and the just judgement of the Lord.

>>11591 Ginger Tea, bless. Just a few slices of lemon and maybe 2 thin slices of ginger with skin on (wash it), and just boil it. You can add honey, avoid processed sugar like the hikarin above said. Ginger is really good.

>>11591 Try different strengths and prepariations. I think most people add hot water to the bag then add milk, but sometimes it can be nice to steep the tea in milk for a while before adding the hot water (though don't tell anyone, they hate to hear this). If you really want to use tea to it's fullest, cook with it. Anything that requires hot water to cook will absorb tea flavours. I mostly use it in vegetable stews and soups, but it works well with freezedried noodles too (savory varieties). I even tried it in a wet stirfry once, was great. It's a strange ingredient that I can't actually identify in the taste of foods, but still notice how the dish is better for it. It must layer a base flavour, or maybe it's a caffine hit?

Im from the south so Sweet Tea is amazing. Arnold Palmer is even better

>>11629 I drink too much coffee, and i need stop with this, so i trying to like tea, seems more wholesome. >>11635 Ginger tea? i never heard about it, how can i prepare it? can i drink every morning or at night? >>11638 I never tried with milk, maybe could be nice. Like can i try it with chamomile tea? or Chai Rooibos? im really interested 'bout Chai rooibos (btw im glateful for you guys who are helping me with that, THXX, hikarins <<33)

>>11656 >I drink too much coffee, and i need stop with this, so i trying to like tea, seems more wholesome. Tea has less caffeine than coffee normally so this makes sense. I usually drink green or white tea with milk and honey. I am by no means a connoisseur.

>>11640 I'll gift you a big kiss on the cheek Hikarin

>>11640 I'm getting my neighbors chocolates. My relatives tell me I'm stupid for doing that though.

>>11643 I think that is cute. Don't let them suppress your jolly.

I liked the shimeji simulation anime but nobody seem to have seen it

>>1763 This looks like my favorite anime, Solo Leveling. Did this rip it off?

I I was a big fan of The Faraway Paladin (Saihate no Paladin) but it doesn't seem like many other people watched it. It's not a perfect anime by any means but I really liked the purehearted take on the genre. I'm reading the manga too.

i love the ending song its comfy

Nadia: The Secret of Blue Water, made by Hideaki Anno a few years before NGE became a thing. Shares many similarities with it

>>1786 https://archive.org/details/maison-ikkoku-ost hikarin could this be it?

>>1787 yeahh, thats right!! this ost belong to anime Maison Ikkoku, right? i never heard about that anime.. btw THANK YOU, much love hikarin

>>1788 The manga Maison Ikkoku is from the same author that wrote Inuyasha, Urusei Yatsura and Ranma ½, which you might know

>>11622 Santa does exist sweet hikarin, don't let them tell you otherwise. Who else gives you presents and eats your cookies? Checkmate gaytheists.

>>11624 You're a nazi.

>>11626

>>11617 SANTA EXISTS! I BELIEVE IN SANTA

>>11610 And in a week I'm going face fuck teto to fucking death for christmas!!!

>>11008 Fatty all the way >>11162 If her tits are obscuring her tummy you can always make her chubby to get the best of both worlds, you can have the cake and eat it (but it's best to give the cake to your favorite girl so that she gets even more chubby

fat chest ftw

large breast are an R strategy is generaly a waste of energy the point of which is to attract mating partner at the expense of wasting energy and resource that could be better used elsewhere. flat chest is a conservation of energy for women seeking partner for more long term relationship so they conserve the energy for the offspring instead of a pointless ornamental stack of fat

>>11182 But you see, if a woman has a large, thick, juicy, chest, she will attract men such as myself with more success than a flat-chested woman. Also, remember that fat *stores* energy, so the woman with fat breasts will be able to store more energy for our offspring (and more milkies for me).

>>11182 >>11187 Hikarins where did you get so smart

I have an SSD in both of my computers. You may as well upgrade, hikarin. It's a noticable improvement.

I think its very worth it, I have a t60 and upgraded it to an ssd, it took it from an old pc to basically on par with any of my newer computers.

>>1754 SSDs not only have faster read/write times (essentially quicker transfer speeds) but some games are now requiring them to load stuff quick enough. You may see an increase in performance and they have virtually zero moving parts (at least m.2's) so you don't have to worry about head crashes or moving parts failing/making noise.

>>1754 Me luv SSD I can just slam them and memory doesn't get corrupt. Like God intended. Stone tablet tier reliability

>>1806 What if you vibe code?

>>1807 Vibe cope

>>1806 sorry hikarin i don't know perl

>>11541 "This is good stuff anon please send more"

>>11542 "Great job, I have more assignments for you to sign up for."

>>11527 He actually rated the accidental submission

>>11527 He graded it higher for the trap. You must continue sending him it to pass.

>>11583 You must deny it if he ever catches on too

>>11489 Everything before that was a blur. The last time I remembered was when I met Kyubey.

>>11468 Just balls?

>>11517 i thought it was impossible, but it really happened.

>>11518 Proof?

>>11597 It's real Hikarin, it happened to me too.

>>11459 >>11460 You see, a cookie is sweet like a womans VAGINA. The cookies crumbs are akin to droplets of pussy juice, delicious like nectar. This is why tetos pussy = cookie. What a tasty treat.

>>11462 what about having teto's actual cookies mixed with love nectar instead? you get twice the good taste that way.

>>11463 It's weird how I know which anime you're referencing, yet I've never seen it.

>>11453

>>11590 BIG BORGIR

>>11370 What if I'm checked out?

it is bad in theory, but think about it, all the pain about insurance, taxes, finding the car, the ac not working. If you have a job within walking distance, I say you're fine

>>11395 Also car hijacking, car vandalism, parking fees, planned obsolescence with cryptic maintenance knowledge for exactly your car model and the corresponding rip-offs for maintenance and repair

>>11392 Is just taking the bus sufficient for you? I'm not sure how it is for most people but I'm thinking that this could be my main way of getting around, although I'm not sure how the cost is. Usually if I need to get somewhere I have my friends drive if they're not busy though I imagine they're pretty annoyed by this.

>>11593 You can always just give them gas money or a little something.

very cute :-]

>>87 i love this a lot :3

Honestly im lucky im just surrounded with people like me somehow, idk tho i just see someone drawing or looking at a charater i know and just like.. come up to them- or if i think they might be nice. (I only come up to people i see often tho so dont think im brave or sum)

>>10880 I consider it impossible considering the circumstances, but who knows, yours might be different.

i was thinking about that. I found some peoples 'cause i need go to outside and i need talk to peoples. So between 1 and 10, i find someone with same interests as me.

>>11573 i find it rare and hard, and maintaining a relationship is the hard part, unless they are a cashier

>>11578 i think you just need know how to talk to peoples. If you know how to talk to people, you can find people with the same interests as you. whether between 1 to 10 or bewtween 3 to 10.

>>11559 I WILL STOP YOU AND BLOW YOU TO OBLIVION

>>11562 gonna blow me?

>>11563 YOU ABSOLUTE DEMON! I WILL DESTROY YOU! YOU WILL NEVER, NEVER BE ALLOWED TO GET UP TO YOUR EVIL PLANS AGAIN!

>>11564 Hikarin How do you know what is Evil

>>11566 I gave him my metaphysics system conditioning while he was asleep.

>>10329 OLLEH

Bye.

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koneecheewa

Hii hii, morning <3 have a nice day!

>>4 I am not really optimistic. It looks to me as if most younger people neglect participating in more bureaucratic forms of education. It really disturbs me to witness the normalization and the promotion of cluster B personalities in the system. I don't know whats going to happen, but it doesn't look good. We are more connected and yet more disconnected in general; social media removed unity in thought, I don't know what's to hope for. We really need a belief system, because the world in general looks bleak to me.

We find ourselves at a pivotal moment in history where the sinners are cast aside for the righteous. In other words, those who cling to desperation and greed will miss what's happening now and will be doomed to failure. It's pointless to predict what the future will hold. One can only guess what will happen, but a better option is to make a choice on what is happening right now in front of you. I know that the present also pushes back at us, too, but let us not forget what we can do to fight back, our desire in our hearts. Our passion and creativity. I myself find myself the most successful in life when I am working my hardest to create what I want to and what I love doing. That is why it is essential not only to be unafraid to make decisions but also to have unwavering determination that you will come out on top in the end. Forget all these doomsayers who try to predict this dreadful future! Don't let them stop you from doing what you love. Always focus on what you love doing and you will succeed in the end.

>>10632 a new captcha system has been implemented to finally curb CP and scam spammers and so far has worked very well, sorry for the inconvenience! with this, however, the possibility of VPN and Tor posting opens up which some hikarins have been wanting for quite some time. i believe Syrno is planning on implementing a once-per-session thing but for now it's per-post, gomene.

>>10579 i'm planning on getting a .177 airgun because getting a gun here sucks

>>10688 unrelated but god do i want frieren to step on my balls so mcuh

>>10775 only in /ppt/

>>10579 Went to the arms dealership today, I can get an airsoft for 22$, I only need to provide my ID. Really happy, hope it can serve as an heirloom within my family.

>>11487 I think you may have posted the wrong link hikarin. It's asking me to log in to your mod panel

>>11492 Sorry, here's the correct link: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io/crba/res/189

>>11494 Thank you. It is a bit rough haha, but I appreciate your effort and hope you continue improving!

>>11486 looking forward to the update soon >>11476 and just to let you know, you're not in a dream actually. the fact that you were able to code up your own website and imageboard and set up a video archive proves that you're awake. if you were actually dreaming, i wouldn't be able to see those websites get made and you wouldn't notice the theme change on this hikari board.

I've added artwork to the gallery: https://ib.crba.dedyn.io/crba/res/199

I like German dubs, it sounds like another anime language to my hears.

Death note

Ah my Goddess has has a better dub desu. I watched it as a kid on YouTube dubbed so I'm biased... Not an anime, but the Neptunia series' dub is way better than the original Japanese. In the original they all sound the same sorry

I prefer watching Hetalia in the dub because the voice actors in the english dub have different accents depending on the country they voice act, and i think that’s hilarious.

Azumanga Daioh & Lucky Star as sometimes I think it kinda fits better but I like both languages and just flip flop between the two

>>455 Animes with scenes that are meant to make you cry have never made me even slightly sad (except for Grave of the Fireflies, that one's pretty depressing), but watching certain loner anime characters or simply characters that at some point find themselves isolated because of rejection has teared me up a couple of times since they were relatable to me, even if none of the scenes were intentionally sad. I mentioned Grave of the Fireflies before even clicking in the spoilered OP, I think it might be the saddest piece of fictional media ever produced in human history.

Honestly, I never really cry watching anime when it's "sad". It's more so when they reach triumphant goals after trying their best that gets me. Especially so if it's something romance related (picrel). That and anything to do with motherhood, like in Doremi... But you don't see that much which is unfortunate! >>1754 >but watching certain loner anime characters... that at some point find themselves isolated because of rejection has teared me up a couple of times Could you recommend a couple of these? I'm interested

>>1756 I can't remember one in particular since most of these are just small scenes and the main characters never stayed on that situation for too much. I do recall that the Komi-san manga made me pretty sad when I used to read it years ago, I didn't give the anime adaptation a chance since the VA didn't resonate with me so I don't know if the anime can capture what the manga did for me. There's also Oyasumi Punpun but this one and the other are both popular so you've probably know about them already. Making this post has reminded me that I should read the Komi-san manga again to see where it's at

The first and only anime that ever made me cry is Haibane Renmei

Gunbuster's last episode made me tear up but not crying... ah however the manga Kaze to Ki no Uta destroyed me in all sorts of ways mostly throughout the whole thing...

>>11523 Sort of festive, just sleepy... so tired..

Honestly I am not feeling super festive, but regardless I do enjoy the holiday spirit. Especially since it's been snowing a LOT. Might make some gingerbread cookies and eggnog or something to get me in the spirit.

i have 0 christmas spirit this year

>>11560 I WILL STRENGTHEN YOUR SPIRIT

can you make the pages reload while using hikari on a phone please?

>>656 can you add a file name randomizer?

>>1074 i agree i would like a file name stripping feature. the old site did have one.

>>1075 Is there any reason why the filenames would matter? If you want them to be different just rename the file itself.

>>1076 It'd be a lot easier to post images on the site with a randomizer, without it manually renaming it takes a bit more time. Really cool feature

life without music would sound like hell

Music is a language. Learning to read music activates the same parts of your brain as learning a new language. I would consider it a language of music, using your words. I listen to music every day and probably would have went crazy without it. Music has the spiritual power to draw out your emotions, inspire creativity, hone your focus, unify you with others. There is something transcendental about it. Luv moosic.

>>12 How'd you start out with learning music? I wanted to try to read sheet music too, just never got around to it.

>>13 I learned in my highschool choir class, although I don't entirely remember nowadays. I'm sure there are tons of resources online, but I don't know of any off the top of my head to recommend you. You'll have to go search them out yourself.

>>1478 i want to get into map games but my brain is small. i have Stellaris and HOI4 on Steam but haven't put much time into either of them. i'm sure i'd learn them fine if i just played but it seems kinda daunting.

>>1480 HOI4 gets a lot more fun with mods as the base game is kind of small

Bullying the smaller African states as Sokoto is pretty fun

>>1478 i still play victoria 2, does vic 3 get updates? i heard people were looking forward to eu5 more recently >>1480 check crusader kings 3 out hikarin it's the easiest and most fun >>1508 hoi4 has lots of mod drama too, i feel it's a separate community from other paradox games. >>1536 make sure you become the richest nation my hikarin!

>>1478 Hikarin play eu5 vic3 is obsolete now

>>11506 Back up stuff, old cartoons, video games, personal files, e-books, pretty much everything I see value in, if the internet goes dark in the following years, I'm going to be ready.

>>11521 Are you actually expecting the internet to go dark? Or is it more of just a safeguard/hobby.

>>11522 the latter

>>11479 I went to live with my uncle in Southeast Asia for a while, it was a fun place.

>>11535 Where in Southeast Asia?

can someone find me a dakimakura of yukikaze, please?

Here's mine

>>262 nice, it's touhou, am I right? how does it feel when you hug it? at night

>>263 >it's touhou, am I right? That's right. >how does it feel when you hug it? Soothing. My favorite thing is staying in bed after waking up and cuddling her. Nice moments before another awful day.

The only daki I've ever owned was a 2B daki I bought when I was a teenager. I remember having it in my bed and my grandmother in and exclaiming "why is there a naked girl on your pillow??" good times. this isn't the same one i had but i can't find it so

i did it guys, i found oblivion.

Will you die now?

>>973 when one is taken by oblivion, it is not death, for death implies existence. death is a state of being. i will not be dead, rather it will be like i never existed at all. do not cry for me, sweet hikarin, for there will be nothing to cry over.

>>974 I will bear remembrance so one day your soul may be reborn again

Has anybody played the Oblivion remake? It seems cool but I'm not particularly interested in buying it, classic Bethesda jank has too much charm. Although I have seen the remake has its own jank too. also get necro'd lole

This is some very nice scenery, I hope you feel great soon

>>100 I am feeling better now. Thank you. Nice 100 get.

When I was younger, I took an antidepressant and an antipsychotic at the same time. I understand what you mean by emotions being suppressed. I actually ended up doing the same thing, deciding that I'd rather feel too much than not feel anything. It was a very rough time afterwards and I made a lot of bad and impulsive decisions. It took me quite a few years to get it together. Medication is not something you are meant to depend on and take forever, it's a means of stabilizing you as a short-to-mid term solution. You are in charge of your own mental health and it's up to you to improve your environment and your mindset and your habits in a way that develops long-term improvement. That's what I told myself at least, and it worked quite well. Went from a self-harming, angry, depressed, manipulative, stoner, NEET to a pretty well functioning member of society with healthy habits and a real future ahead of me. Although it took some time and a lot of struggle.

>>6 Thanks for the response yay it’s good to hear from someone who feels like they’ve come out the other side because that feels a little impossible right now. Like i know logically meds are supposed to be temporary and that i’m supposed to be working on myself and my environment and all but when youre in it it just feels like theres rly no way out,,,,, Impulsive decisions terrify me the most and i already feel that pull again. Part of me knows im probably going to fuck some things up now that i’m off them but i can’t go back i rlly can’t bleh How long did it take you to actually stabilize without the meds? Like was there a point where you could feel things normally? and what kind of things did you change about your environment and habits? Guess i’m trying to figure out what that even looks like when everything feels so overwhelming

>>7 You wil continue to make impulsive decisions regardless. Even now I make impulsive decisions and purchases even with how far I've come. Not saying you should just let them happen, but at the same vein as recovering addicts, relapse is a part of the process lol. >How long did it take you to actually stabilize without the meds? Like was there a point where you could feel things normally? and what kind of things did you change about your environment and habits? Honestly it took me like 3 years to see real progress. Things got worse for me before they got better. But once you realize one day you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, it's extremely liberating and motivating. As for what I changed, it was an accumulation of smaller changes that had a snowball effect. I started exercising regularly, got my hygiene in check, started cooking my own meals, built a social life, engaging in productive hobbies, that kind of thing. And from there I started looking towards the future: who I wanted to be, where I wanted to be, what I wanted to do. An important thing to keep in mind is you need to do these things, like taking care of yourself and making good decisions, not because you are "motivated" to do them but because you understand they need to be done. In doing this you are building discipline.

Current site layout really reminds me of ichan.net back in my day. Or was it .org?

>>1067 Do you mean iichan? It was a .net I think. >back in my day oldbie

https://web.archive.org/web/20140204065556/http://ichan.net/ And the other remnants of nekoarc/rockstararmy.

>>1069 Never heard of this one before, looks pretty nice actually

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