I always thought I was just an incel But I recently found out I'm both an incel and ahandholdingual. I tried stimulating the feel of a pussy through flashlights and a DIY pocket pussy. And it felt awful, and I hate the sensation of my dick inside something. I feel light pain when I fucked these objects, and i failed to maintain a proper erection. I much more prefer masturbation over that sort of sensation. So I consider myself a fap forever celibate