>>10945 Extreme depression to the point I will now watch anime

>>10947 Can you say what you're going to watch?

I'm really hungry right now What should I eat? I'll order takeout

>>10952 get thai food

I second the Thai suggestion

I ate quite fantastically today. I had a box of pepperoni pizza, some mozzarella sticks, and several cans of coke.

>>10951 Watched 2 episodes of code Geass but high school bullshit started and I dropped, tried re-reading the attack on Titan manga but this fucking website kept giving me this ad that redirected me to a page I couldn't go "back" from and the tech incompetence triggered my autism and I gave up

>>10958 >but this fucking website kept giving me this ad that redirected me to a page I couldn't go "back" from and the tech incompetence triggered my autism and I gave up What website were you using?

trying to work up the courage to send job applications but ... it is too much for me

>>10984 Worst they can say is no... or "Unfortunately-"

>>10984 the best way to overcome your anxiety about this is to send out as many as physically possible, even for jobs you don't want or know you won't get. they're just applications. you'll truly feel powerful when somebody actually reaches out to you for a position and you ignore them because you have no obligation to answer. it's not nearly as scary as you think it is.

>>10986 In my case I have a profile open but didn't send any applications. Got some job offers that I turned down. Now I'm full of myself AND anxious. But it's okay, I just need to make my portfolio look good, just 2 more months of making it good and I'll be an industry standard wageslave with an actual chance... >Kagu captcha

>>10984 Protip: send the first batch to vacancies you objectively don't think you'll land; success and good impression in interview won't matter since this is recon + training. Had to learn this the hard way. After the first batch read up on red flags, how employers make the employees the suckers, and what to subtly ask. You could do it beforehand, but interviewers slip up better when the interviewee is clueless. Or just don't overplan and send whatever because at some point overthinking is just absurd brain strain you can't care for long about